This past weekend, we spent Sunday at Corey and Jill's for Abby's 6th Birthday! We had a delicious BBQ "kabob" lunch and Abby spent the majority of her time trying to entertain her cousin. Of course, if anything, Keifer entertained all of US!
Keifer Lynn is 8 weeks old today- if you go by weeks. I know I keep saying it, but I'm in utter shock at how FAST the time goes. I told CJ last night I want another baby - *sad face*. If only I knew we'd be able to have one - or get one via adoption. He doesn't want to talk about another baby for about a year -he wants to focus on our angel girl, which I completely understand. At the same time, I'm now 33 years old and my body isn't that of a younger women, especially since I had egg issues to begin with (or lack thereof). I am torn at how I want to achieve another baby - because the odds of us conceiving naturally probably aren't all that great - since we went through hell trying the first time. Of course, we were blessed enough to have luck with a donor egg cycle, but whose to say it would work again -and who would we use to be our donor? *sigh*. Plus, I'm afraid of it not working, on top of the huge expense of it all. The emotional stress is unbelievably overwhelming, and I don't think I can go through that again - especially with a baby at home. I am leaning more towards adopting, and we all know it takes a long time to achieve that - with all the paperwork and then the waiting game.
I better stop before I get myself all worked up. CJ is right - I'm going to focus on everyday with our miracle baby girl, and enjoy every day of this upcoming summer - its already half booked with plans and I don't even want to THINK about the end of August that looms ahead.
We'll be going up north again for my cousin's wedding on Saturday - so Keifer will get to meet even MORE family members! This girl is one lucky baby - to have so many people who love her so much! I know she has some cousins that are very excited to meet her - so be prepared for an enormous amount of pictures to come!
*and yay, the library now has Entourage Season 3 on order, and I'm on the hold waiting list!*
Wearing a pretty dress with my Bumpa & Nana
Please, mama. Enough pictures, already!