*I think I just threw up a little in my mouth*

T minus 2 1/2 hours until the ET. I'm supposed to be emptying my bladder right now for the last time until after my ET. However, we all know I'm an overachiever with the water intake for procedures like this, so I'm planning on waiting another 20 minutes or so til I actually do the real thing. In 30 minutes, I get to pop my 3 Advil. And then the Valium at 10:45. Oh my God. I so need the Valium. I woke up with a whole nest of butterflies who had just hatched, inside my tummy. I feel like I am on the verge of throwing up. I choked down some eggs, yogurt, and peanut butter on rice cake, along with my cup of comfort. Oh my God. I so hope the Valium kicks in. I fell asleep again with tears, and even CJ AGAIN has admitted he is very nervous. It's out of our hands. Its up to God if He wants this to happen for us. Ok. *more deep breaths* I'm off to shower, and get my meds on schedule, and to empty the bladder. Oye.